hmm i know i blogged already...but theres been something bugging me. And since SOME people read this...i wanna get this off my chest so THOSE PEOPLE can see wat i really think of holidays. First off...all of u have no idea how sick i am of this "holiday spirit" bullshit. "YAY EVERYONE!! LETS GIVE EACHOTHER GIFTS AND PRESENTS!" Ok first off CHRISTMAS..is supposedly the day "christ" was born. OK now..people everywhere celebrate this damn holiday..and half of them arent even sure wat their religion is. 2nd...when were giving and recieving presents is the fact that "chirst" was born on christmas running through our mind? HELL NO! NOW...christmas is more of a christian holiday. And wats this BULLSHIT about being kind to eachother and finding the real meaning of christmas? Its pretty damn sickening to say the LEAST that people are only being "kind" cuz its "the holidays". DAMN! u should be fucken kind year-round...not "just 4 the holidays". Now..."the real meaning of christmas"..i hear a mass amount of people say this and that about it. THERE IS NO "REAL" meaning of christmas. In which people with money give other people with money something. Dont get me wrong now,...i love that crap that i get...but wat REAL meaning? Wat is it? to honor our family? our freinds? So we only honor these people once a year?! HA! Once again...christmas is a christian holiday (catholic is a branch of christianity juss so yanoo) and it falls under that whole god and jesus bullshit. (dont get me wrong..i beleive in god..juss not all the BULLSHIT teachings) Now if were gonna do that...wats the point of EASTER? Jesus hid eggs everywhere and told his decifels to go fetch them?? WOW arent holidays so great. ::sigh:: funny....how can such a simple day with no real meaning...make so many people happy 4 no apparent reason? Its simple really...they either see wat i cant. Or they arent seeing wat i see. And if its not one of those...i got one word 4 u people "hype". heh "happy holidays".
posted by Philip at 11:49 PM

 
He remembers the days that just recently went by. He smiles. The thought of enjoing himself, the thought of knowing he had fun, the thought that he didn't have regrets, just made him..smile. Its actually pretty funny when he thinks about it. When hes with certain people...he ALWAYS enjoys his time. He just always does. While with others, the possibility of emotions of anger and sadness surface. Does that mean he wishes not to be with "others"? NO. Those "others" are just as important as the people he always has a good time with. Heh..lately..there have been 2. Two that have made him smile. Two that have brightened his day. These "two" really mean alot to him. He feels 4 both of them very much. But wat about them? What do they feel? Should he ask? Should he tell them? NO. Hes learned his lesson...if they dont know..he cant be hurt. If they dont know..he can still smile..make THEM smile. So is he lying to them by not telling them? Maybe. But are u really LIE-ing if ur not telling the truth? Cuz wat if u never even say ANYTHING...then u cant lie. The boy boggles with his thoughts as he watches the only twinkling star in the dark sky.

Merry Christmas or Kwanza or chanuka or watever u celebrate. Hope yall had fun today OR last nite. Cuz well..despite the MAD bordem i had...my nite was pretty cool to me. "please don't eat me"...haha thats so cool. Welp i just ate a whole box of sausage and ate 4 pieces of toast...my ass needs to go. So..goodnite all.
posted by Philip at 8:27 PM